Life is Cruel
Do you ever feel like life is cruel and unfair? Well, it is. I'm going to keep this brief, because there is way too much detail to go into, but I just had to get it off my chest. I met the most amazing guy of my dreams this year after I moved across the country. From the moment we started talking, we just clicked. When we actually met in person, we were so comfortable with each other. We related on so many things on so many levels. We laughed together. Made dinners together. I thought about him constantly. I never felt this kind of connection before, I thought it was only something you heard about in sappy love songs. He was happy. I was happy. Then, due to a financial situation that was out of my control, I had to leave and come home. And all I can think about every day is how much I hurt him. I mean, I'm beyond heartbroken myself, but that's unfair of me to talk about. I feel like a monster and I don't think I can ever make it up to him or apologize enough. I wish h...