No motivation

Today was one of those days where you wake up and as soon as you open your eyes, you aren't "feeling it". I just can't find the motivation to do anything. I just feel beyond lazy. Thank god Jessica came over this evening and entertained me for a few hours, or I probably would have just laid in bed all day! It's just been such a long week and I haven't even found a job yet. I feel like I don't even have the time to go looking for one. It's been nonstop from morning to night every day. I've been cleaning, helping my grandma, helping my mom, collaborating with Rachel before she moves to Arizona. I'm also so very sad she's leaving. I always enjoy hanging out with her and we always seem to be so spontaneous together. I also enjoy working on videos with her...we seem to work very, very well together. Our minds compliment each other. So I'm really going to miss all that. I'm just having a weird, emotional day. If I were a girl, I'd so be on my rag right now.

Eric

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